pastoral attachment

today is monday, the proper start of our holidays.
yesterday was sunday, which i mistakenly thought that there was catechism
so i went to church at 9am
while my pastoral attachment (PA) was at 12.30pm =.="
so i ate lunch at 9+ :
korean glass noodles, the canteen makes yummy noodles :3
and i was all alone
its very sad to be alone and lonely.
then i went to kill time at the thrift shop
and i was looking at the books there
and i found the great gatsby for like $2.50
and it wasn't in a bad condition or anything like that
awesome!

and i think i killed quite a lot of time in there
anyway the canteen was really empty
cause mostof the people had gone for mass
so i found a place-
which was this huge empty table
set down and read

then the crowd came and i was reading
and this lady asked me if the seats all around me were taken
and i was like no
and i went back to read
then this guy came and asked me if the seats all around me were taken
and i was like nooo
in a really irritated tone
and i wasn't irritated at all
which was weird
anyway i went back to read my book

and this group of people came and sat down and started eating at the table where i was
the lady beside me was very nice
she asked if i wanted breakfast
but on account of having already eaten breakfast at home
and lunch at 9+
i said no thank you

and i finished reading the great gatsby.

so i went back to the thrift shop
and went to kill more time
but i couldn't find any book really
except for cider with rosie
which was $4
and if i bought it, i wouldn't have enough money to keep for this week anymore
well, actually i would
but that's not the point
the point is that if i used $4
i would have less to use
and i didn't want that.

at 11.50+ i want into church and went to the choir
which i assumed was the 12.30pm one
and i sang
for nothing
cause it was after mass already and the choir was the 10.45am one
=.="
so i waited till they all left
and i was alone again
but i was enjoying it
which is weird
but nevermind.
the 12.30pm choir finally came and i was sitting right at the back
but i was moved to the front row
cause thats where the ladies were sitiing
ok..
then we practiced
and i looked at the hymns and i was like
oops i don't know how to sing them
but i tried anyway
i felt like charlie gordon.

and i was the only sec 2 there.

andand the people's voices were so awesome
especially the guys'
like some barbershop quartet or something
the point is: they were awesome
and the ladies' voices were so sweet
really gives you an inferiority complex

luckily 2 other sec 2 girls came and they were beside me so that was ok
and i was to look at brother oliver cause he was the conductor
and he seemed to enjoy it
but it was kinda cool
cause he told us when to sing and when not to sing
with hand gestures

when mass was over
we went to the catechist office
to write our reflections
and my teacher didn't know my sister was my sister
and then they were commenting on how much i looked like my other sister
=.="
i look like everyone
but me.