pieces, pieces, pieces of ...

national day celebrations today.
it was hot and cold this morning
a clash of
temperatures

lovely weather
like one of those cool days
you wanna stay at home in bed
curled up in your blanket
like a leaf
or a cabbage roll
heheh
unglam

what was even more unglam
was me
sweating in the cool of the morning

if you eat hot things
and take cold things immediately after
your teeth might crack

if you're feeling
really hot
on a cool day,
i have no idea what'll happen
maybe you'll crack into
a million billion pieces
of what?
idk.
of you?

human life is fragile.

then we went to the hall for mass
aircon
clash of
temperatures

am i a human being,
or a human thing

i danced today
i didnt bring my sparkly ribbons
i forgot you see

so i used shermain's
arm sparkly ribbon
for my hair

we danced like
we'd practised
heheh i forgot some of my steps
until i saw the people in front
dancing correctly
oooook

time for recess
again that feeling of,
oh dear,
like there're too few people around
has something happened?
idk.
seriously.

and then off to the hall again
for a concert.
home.

then i desperately needed to hand in my home econs book
desperately
i desperately needed moral support
moral support
so desiree and clara
came to give me
moral support
i was late in handing the book

me: good morning teachers, this is natalie _______ from sec ___, may i please speak to mrs T (as in ewt). (pause). thank you.
mjt: who are you looking for?
me: mrs t
mjt:oh she went home
me: hhaaaaah

drats. confound it. sheesh.
5mins ago she (mrs t)was here in school
like she went home really fast if you ask me
cant wait to get outta school
drats. confound it. sheesh.

so like desiree and clara waited
and gave me advice,
thank you dears
just ring the bell and ask again
pretend that you didn't hear mjt
riggghhht

so i did.
apparently no one was inside
heheh
so i asked this guy who was going in to check if there were any teachers inside
non.
made me wish i had those cards that let them in
beep
but i dont

so in the end, i asked ms m to put it on mrs t's table,
so nice of her :D
thank you

so i went home.
the train was crowded.
unexpectedly
crowded.
now i'm home.